NBChimera

I sleep, I wake up, I go in and go out, go up and go down I walk, I run, I dance, I stop I smile, I laugh... I cry and laugh some more... I laugh and cry both at once I love, I hate, I ignore... I'm ignored... I hope, I fail, I fight, I fall, I fight some more... I fight always... I never give up even when hope is almost lost... I stand tall, I fall hard, I lose faith, I grow, I wish... I wish and hope and I move on... I dream, I look things straight in the eye... I don't lie to myself , I don't lie to others... I'm lied to and I forgive... I'm angry then I forget... I'm in love, I'm in pain, I'm lively even if not lovely... I'm runnin

This comes with the last deviation "Paul" that I posted. A tribute to one of my angels... I am tattooed. Hard not to notice isn't it? I call them my little "reminders", especially the ones with the numbers and signs. Typical question I get is "is it your birthdate?" . Duh!? why would I have my birthdate on my back? I must say I let the one on "Paul" be seen in the open. Not the other one. I'm even highly protective of it. They are my reminders.... and they are my guardian angels. "Paul" saved me some 10 years ago... gave me wings, help me to fly and grow strong. The first person ever to tell me I'm beautiful inside, outside... a soulmat

The year is soon over and if some of you have had good things coming to them this year, some also are happy to see the end of it. What can be wished into an artistic community? More creativity? Inspiration? What I want to wish to all of you is to find their own muse... no matter what it will be, who it will be... and once you will have found it, I hope you will be able to keep it either in your life or in your heart. I've been blessed enough to have found mine... the most intriguing and surprising and wonderful creature possible for someone like me. And me who never thought about things this way, I have to admit it's probably the love of m